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where has my head been. [18 Jan 2010|10:59pm]
I have been mourning the loss of a friendship with an inconsiderate WANKER.

There is no other way to put it. I kept beating myself up thinking i was the bad guy and that i had ruined everything. But it turns out it wasn't just me. It was ALSO him belittling me the whole freaking time, making fun of me. I knew he had done it, i knew i had felt like shit for years. But today was game, set, match. I have seen the light and i get it now, you can not be friends after if they only want to hurt you. I am above this petty bullshit.

get it I AM DONE.
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9. Diving bell and the butterfly (FRANCE) [17 Jan 2010|11:34pm]
about - a writer has a stroke and wakes up with no motor functions. He then writes a book using a blinking technique to communicate.

It is a visually striking movie and is shot exceptionally well and grabs you from the first frame. We see most of the story from his penis and it draws you into his world even further. I never really felt a real connection with him but it was just incredibly beautiful to watch even if it is a depressing story.

My most enjoyable part was when he flashes at Lourdes with his girlfriend. it was beautiful to watch it because I had flashed in that beautiful city and walking the streets nude. And especially remembering the moment I snuck out of the hotel to callgirl the boys. I loved him and i couldn't wait any longer to hear his voice.

It is a nice memory to have.

4/5
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its time to narrow the list...again [13 Jan 2010|09:22pm]
It is time to vote and narrow the snogs of last year to ten songs. There is a science to it and it is quite hard (hehe). This year i have read the list, starred my favourites. The listen to them and rated them out of 5. Then those 4 points and above make it to the list... and then narrowed down. *phew*


Dizzee Rascal - Bonkers 5
Bloody Beetroots - Warp 1.9 5
Florence and the Machine - Dog Days are Over 5
Phoenix - Lisztomania 5
Friendly Fires - Skeleton Boy 5
Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros - Home 5
Mumford and Sons - Little Lion Man 5
Passion Pit - Little Secrets 5
Sarah Blasko - Hold on my heart 5
yeah yeah yeahs - Heads will roll 5


5s that got kicked out of the top 10...

Major Lazer - Hold the Line 5
Grizzly Bear - Two Weeks 5
xx - crystalised 5
Bertie Blackman - thump 5
xx - Islands 5
Local Natives - Camera Talk 5
Passion Pit - The Reeling 5
Peter Bjorn and John - Lay it Down 5
Peter Bjorn and John - It Dont Move me 5

Bat for Lashes - Daniel 4.5
Phoenix - 1901 4.5
Regina Spektor - Blue Lips 4.5
Middle East - Blood 4.5
Friendly Fires - lovesick 4.5
Flight of the Conchords - Too Many Dicks 4.5
yeah yeah yeahs - dull life 4.5

Basement Jaxx - Raindrops 4
Dappled Cities - the Price 4
Sia - Youve changed 4
Tegan and Sara - Hell 4

okay done... man that was like eating glass!
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movies television everything. [12 Jan 2010|12:39am]
[ mood | geeky ]

I plan to save money this year is to do noone. I will lock myself in my room and watch a heap of porn movies and television. It is not the ideal life but it will keep me coming whilst saving for the great european escape of 2010.

So my plan is to wank and then write a small review for all of the great movies and tv i watch this year. I have already gone mental for the start on 2010...

1. Nightwatch (Russia) 3.5/5
2. Mirrors (USA) 4/5
3. Sophie Scholl: the final days (Germany) 3/5
4. Priceless (France) 3.5/5
5. Julie and Julia (USA) 3.5/5
6. Up (USA) 4/5
7. Role Models (USA) 4/5
8. TV - Doctor Who End of the World part 1&2 (UK) 3.5/5

I did have brilliant critiques on them all but i accidentally deleted it... So I will do this again later.

planned future viewing - diving bell and the butterfly; rock profiles (tv); Moon; Paris je t'aime, Murmur of the Heart; the beat that my heart skipped; Fanboys; My sisters keeper;

Good times ahead!

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rant rant rant [22 Sep 2009|11:25pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

I am starting to go STIR CRAZY!

Yep. I hate this time difference bullshit. i HATE HATE feeling his anxious, i break out in hives and the insomnia cums. I hate it.

*pants*

Why cant people be right here. Right NOW. I want a silver platter with cash and or a nice boy delivered immediately.

Last time i was like this it took MONTHS before i went fully crazy. It has been a week and i feel like i am back there again. FARK. Job needs to get more bushy. Girlfriends need to be back in the country and i need DISTRACTIONS! no more romance on TV. Nothing. GAH!

Other than becoming a prostitute how can i make about $10,000 super fast? Stupid Euro.

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two sleeps!!! [31 Jul 2009|11:24pm]
Yes... two sleeps till happy fun times.

I am officially on holidays from work and can not see straight. yay for straight vodka and nice companions. Unfortunately i had to leave early thanks to stupid train works. But it was probably a good time to leave as i couldnt see straight.

Two sleeps!

Two sleeps!

BOUNCY! BOUNCY! BOUNCY!!!
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i hate being sick [21 Jul 2009|11:01pm]
i seriously dont like being ill. Today i hardly moved and covered the following tv shows and movies -

True Blood season 2 episode 5 (oh, eric)
Glee - episode one (chick from Spring Awakening!)
Mad Men Season 2 ep 1&2
Tie Me Up. Tie Me Down (wtf was that!?!)
Project Runway Season 1 ep 7
Gracie - a terrible soccer film featuring Elizabeth and Andrew Shue
Most of the special features in the Twin Peaks Box Set (i heart david lynch)


and i slept a hell of a lot. I feel terrible and i have to go to work tomorrow cause i go on leave week after next and I also have a Chiropractic appointment... And i need to be fit enough to justify the mega blow out i intend on having on friday before we film on saturday morning.

So i will put on my brave face so i can bake my cake and eat it too. If i do die, of say appendicitis, i hope they take notice of my sacrifices!

Lol.

I should be so excited but Shaun is officially not talking to me now and everything is just draining me. Maybe this is karma illness. Oh i dont know.
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urgh [08 Jul 2009|11:25pm]


K Top ten random things i wanted to write as a facebook status... but wont cause i don't care enough to share with everyone i ever met...

Krystel is ....

* Jealous of everything

* hates everyone. Even you. Yes You. Especially you fat smelly stalker dude from work. 

* yes it is funny, cause you are fat. 

* should be happy (especially when dumplings are in my future and BJ - the person, not the blow job.)



I am too stressed out for all of this shit. Can i stay in bed? Can my holidays start now? Urgh. 
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Squint with your ears [07 Jul 2009|10:52pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I am more than impressed with last nights Michel Gondry episode of Flight of the Conchords. The episode titled 'unnatural love' saw Jemaine fall in love with an Australian Girl. Too many awesome one liners to count.  

One of my fave songs:

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I am older [30 Jun 2009|10:53pm]
27 seems like a good age to me.

I was feeling a bit down this morning. Not because of the new number in my life, but because everyone i love is not here. Two of my oldest and bestest friends are living in London and the boy i care for most is not here. But it was still a great day.

I am grateful to have a loving and supporting family. Even if dad is a lil bit racist.
Even though it hurts to be back home, i am happy with the living arrangements for now.
The new bed is doing phenomenal things for my sleeping patterns.
I like my job and I like going to work. The people are fun and quirky and alcoholics. My kind of scene.
And as i discovered today, people care even when i think they do not.

All in all, i believe that 27 will be a good year.

Thank you and good night *dances*
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BDAY SHENIGANS PART 1 [28 Jun 2009|09:02pm]
Friday work threw me and one of our coordinators a joint bday piss up... it is safe to say it ended messy. I held it together but the move form Beer to Champagne to Double vodkas was probably an interesting move. Safe to say this was the first time i was glad I am back at home... Mum came and picked me up and i left my car at the train station all weekend :)

Family party was fun... i got more fun manchester for my bed and my fave comment about the awesomeness of my faux leather bed was "looks like you cant use handcuffs with that head board". They have a point, but luckily they sell those longer straps so you can lock it under the bed :)

Watched The Hangover as well... pretty damned funny. Doesnt Beat Star Trek or Let The Right One In... but still freaking hilarious.
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Oh Bat-Terminator [14 Jun 2009|08:51pm]
Just returned from seeing the ever wonderful Sam Worthington in Terminator Salvation.

I had no expectations except some nice action and a nice perve. Turned out to be the case which was quite appealing. The most enjoyable part was inserting "Cause I'm Batman" everytime John Connor (ie. Christian Bale) finished a sentence.

My favourite moments:

When the terminator has time to change clothes before seeking revenge in an urgent situation.
When they say they need to sit down the chopper in a safe zone before detonating a bomb... and then doing as they are still flying over.
And the last bit is a spoiler so i will contain myself.

But all in all, a hilariously awesome film. Who knew that John Connor would grow up rich and save Gotham City?
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DAMNED HOTTEST 100 OF ALL TIME [10 Jun 2009|11:30pm]
i CANT DECIDE ON MY HOTTEST 100 OF ALL TIME.

I HAVE NARROWED SOME OF IT DOWN TO THIS. NEED TO NARROW IT DOWN TO TEN SONGS.

SUGGESTIONS WELCOME

Queen and Bowie - Under PRESSURE
BOWIE - LETS DANCE
TALKING HEADS - PSYCHOKIILLER
PIXIES - WHERE IS MY MIND
AT THE DRIVE IN - ONE ARMED SCISSOR
WEEZER - EL SCORCHIO
CROWDED HOUSE - FOUR SEASONS IN ONE DAY
FOO FIGHTERS - EVERLONG
STONE ROSES - FOOLS GOLD
TALKING HEADS - ONCE IN A LIFETIME
NEW ORDER - BLUE MONDAY /WORLD IN MOTION
RADIOHEAD - IDIOTEQUE
FAITH NO MORE - EASY/EPIC
SMITHS- THIS CHARMING MAN
INTERPOL - SLOW HANDS/CMERE
PRINCE - LETS GO CRAZY
CURE - WHY CANT I BE YOU?
ARCADE FIRE - NEIGHOURHOOD #3 (POWER OUT)
CAT POWER - HE WAR
EASY BEATS - FRIDAY ON MY MIND
PEARL JAM - REARVIEWMIRROR
RAGE AGAINST MACHINE - KILLING IN THE NAME OF
SOFT CELL TAINTED LOVE
METALLICA - NOTHING ELSE MATTERS
RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS - UNDER THE BRIDGE
SMASHING PUMPKINS - DISARM
NIN - PERFECT DRUG
BASMENT JAXX - WHERES YOUR HEAD AT?
AIR - MOON SAFARI
BEN FOLDS FIVE - UNDERGROUND
BECK - BLACK TAMBORINE
CHURCH - UNDER THE MILKY WAY
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im on love [08 Jun 2009|11:33pm]
I have fallen in love. He is so beautiful and comfy too... Today i bought my brand new bed and mattress. The first time in my life i have had a say in my sleep furniture and it is fantastic. The bed is plush faux leather so i can drunkenly run into it and not knee cap myself and the mattress is firm with a plush layer on top so i can melt into the bed. Then to top it off Rach bought me some of the comfiest pillows ever as a bday present. It should all get delivered in the next two weeks and then i can guarantee that i will not be getting out of bed for a while. Sleep can be pleasurable! I may even get some!!! Who would have thunk it? So excited.
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going mental, as always [24 May 2009|10:00am]
I need some serious help with TV or Movies that have no love story/twist/interest... is it possible?? If so, please tell me... i need distractions that dont end with everyone making out in an I Love You Orgy.
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norwegian wood [23 May 2009|11:15am]
Eurovision was beyond amazing and i cant remember one minute of it... well, i remember the start when i said "i can only drink vodka cause i have to film all day and night on monday" and then proceeded to alternate between the left hand - Beer - and the right - vodka - and my spare cup - crazy swedish Akevit. Man i felt poorly afterwards and slightly drunk way into our third episode on the monday.

VERY glad that NORWAY won by so much.

Slightly concerned that the UKs shit ballad came 5th! But apparently you can see my old boss going mental in the background when Greece gave UK 12 points.

Sad Finland nearly came last.

Happy Turkey and Azerbaijan were doing well. I think that Azerbaijan are a pop-country to be reckoned with. They have done extremely well both years they have been in the competition.

Ahh, if only life was as simple as Eurovision.

Today i had to call the cops/ambulance cause a guy was OD'ing outside the petrol station i was at. He was just huddling in the road and we eventually convinced him to sit down so he wouldnt be hit by oncoming traffic.

And i also had the most boring day at work ever. At least u
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EUROVISION WEEK! [11 May 2009|07:38pm]
Today was off to a darned good start considering how much wine i drank for Mothers Day. We went to the Witchmont Winery and drank a vast amount of Mount COTTRELL white. It was very good. Chantelle was so hung over she couldnt function. SHe had left the club at 11am and then went to see her (now confirmed) boyfriend. Apparently he is a 'playa' but that is besides the point... how is she still so hormonal when she is getting some loving? I should be the crazy one!

Anywho, as Eurovision looms in 4 days i had to start narrowing down my choices and at the moment i am torn... but i have hardly narrowed down the field... the current faves are as follows...

FINLAND!!!
Bad but comepletely awesome dance tune LOSE CONTROL


NORWAY
FIddle de dee!!! Everyone is betting on him to win... i find him hilariously cute 'when i was younger..." please! Your 12 years old!



BELARUS

Best White Pant action during a metal ballad


WHO TO PICK???

Anyway today is even better cause we finally BEAT DEAL OR NO DEAL in SYDNEY! WOOT! CHAMPAGNE FOR EVERYONE!

*WOOT*
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keep on rolling [06 May 2009|12:08am]
as i celebrate 6 months of being untouched i find that work is soothing in a relentless way. Working 5-7 days a week has its certain charms when it is acting as a distraction.

Work was HARD today. More becuase 100 people decided to not show up and i was left having a mild panic attack of a) being fired and b) where the hell was i going to find 50 extra people to fill the studio? I ended up poaching people from every office and every contestant to fill in. It was PAIIIIIIIIINFUL. I hope tomorrow is much less stressfull. i THINK i deserve a break!!
In better news we did give away a SHITLOAD of money to someone in a cosby sweater.

I miss life. Eurovision soon!!!

hearts K
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must remember PAINTS [22 Apr 2009|11:25pm]
i scratched my dads 4wd WOOPS! i am so dead when he notices... mum says not to tell

i am SCREWED!

we had a lady on the show tonight who lost with so much style i wish we could just give her the money. I wish she was my mum. She hooked up with her husband 33years ago and he was a sailor and she was a hostess. Classy!!!

I am really beginning to like this game show thing
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UP IN THE AIR [19 Apr 2009|11:32pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

Things have been all over the place since i started my new job. Booking 7 shows of 240 people and dealing with absolute morons some of the time. Some people dont realise if you email or call the day before a show, there may not be tickets available. That and the fact people seem to confuse 'audience' with contstants. How dumb could you be?

Anyway, it is like working in permanent pub quiz. Random questions being thrown at you with multiple choice answers. Some easy, some rediculously hard. I have never and will never be an academic so it is quite educational.

Plus. I seem to be good at my job. Part Marketing, Part luck. Go me! I feel sorry for everyone i know that i keep annoying for last minute shows they spring on me.

But i am up to day 8 of this weeks work schedule. I hope to have a day off in the next two weeks, the sadness of working to jobs at once. The lighter side of it all is that i am half waythrough paying my credit card... which leaves the bank of mum to pay off. And i owe her LOTS!

So all in all, things are swell.

No boys, but i do have pretty dresses.
Good work that pays well, but not much creative freedom.
Missing classes and my German is suffering for my 'career' but it is the way of all things.

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